Sleeping my day away
After sleeping for 8 hours last night, I just got up from another hour-plus long nap. Anything to avoid doing my take home final for my African history class, I guess. I must need the sleep. I was up ALL night Friday night. So yesterday was a complete wash.
In fact, the only thing I accomplished was that I ended things with D yesterday. I feel bad about it, and am thinking about her constantly today, but it was the right thing to do. You can't save people. You can't change people. It's a drag, because I can imagine that, after she grows up a bit, she might someday find her bliss and blossom into this amazing person. And I'll have missed out. But you can't play it that way. You can't gamble on future returns. Your mileage may vary. But it is so tempting to want to try anyway.
In fact, the only thing I accomplished was that I ended things with D yesterday. I feel bad about it, and am thinking about her constantly today, but it was the right thing to do. You can't save people. You can't change people. It's a drag, because I can imagine that, after she grows up a bit, she might someday find her bliss and blossom into this amazing person. And I'll have missed out. But you can't play it that way. You can't gamble on future returns. Your mileage may vary. But it is so tempting to want to try anyway.
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